Am I Worthy?

I fall and can’t keep from falling; so I ask father am I worthy?
I can’t understand why my God, why am I always in this same place?
I can cry and sing out ‘the enemy has been defeated’.
But what do I say when I feel the enemy has defeated me?

Jesus where are you? I need you and I need you now. Yes I know my steps have been ordered. But my God is it that you know I can bear more then this?
God I’m at my low right now and just wondering if you’re out there, and if you can help me. Your word says when I am weak, that’s when your strong, well Lord I need your strength and need it now.

I had a dream last night and I rebuked the devil out of my life and woke up in tears. It was almost as if you were right there with me, and it felt so super natural. Was that really you my Lord?
God I tired and sometimes feel like giving up, this spiritual warfare has drained everything out of me, or at least I feel as such.
Sometimes afraid to sleep just because I’m afraid of my dreams, I’m saying God are you there?

Your word says this battle is not mine; but it’s yours. My God make me into a storm survivor.
Make my praise worth something.
Make me a mighty man of God
Give me the strength of your son Jesus
Let your grace and mercy pure on me like rain
Create in my a clean heart and renew a right spirit in me and cast me not away o Lord
Cover me in the blood of Jesus, and protect me
Give me love
Give me peace
Give me joy
Give prosperity
Fight the evil one out of my life for me when I can’t take no more

God I know you can and will for I know you shall always be Lord of all. I declare your are the living God and in your word there is living for you are the living word.
But my Lord what I am trying to ask you is,
Am I worthy?



Yusuf A. Tillery